Energy.Light.Love.Truth

Getting back to my mountain ... It use to be that the safest place to rest a weary life would be on top of a mountain. Above and away from all things that make no sense, Feeling closer to the cosmos, Being able to talk with the birds. Perhaps the rays of the sun could scorch that part of me that I no longer need, and have it peel away, fall into a stream, and get carried away into oblivion. It would be so easy, if only I would. It use to be that the safest place to rest a weary heart would be on top of a mountain. To breathe in the air that feeds the place, where mind and heart have no face, and voice is all you hear. It's time to take that trek. Getting back to my mountain is a good thing.

4.2.06 18:02

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I get it ... I decided to take Yoga a lot more seriously. I decided to do this after learning something very important last month about life and love. It never ceases to amaze me, the many facets that these two have when it comes to learning about them. I not only fell in love but I found a new love that had stirred my Soul to continue onwards to a more meaningful way of Being. Sorry for being way to abstract but this is the only way I know how to tell it. I cannot tell you how truly beautiful this connection was. It was so beautiful (for me) that my 3rd dimensional self could not but think of any other way to explore and celebrate this love other than to be with it. But in order to do this, I would have to leave C. And I was willing to. Emotions are very powerful. They can take you to places you'd never think of going to. They can also lead you far away from what needs to BE. This emotion was just like that. Did I cheat on C? No. I dare not. We dared not to. But in between another breath and the other breath the reality of "NOT NOW" had shown itself to us. I can only speak for myself when I say it was quite sad to accept this. The sadness was almost overwhelming. Almost. I could feel it start to move inside me, planting its seed of remorse - but I didn't want to go there. For how could something so beautiful and true become so ugly. The answer: "It cannot." One day, I looked outside and the sun was out. The birds were flying in the trees and the wind kept sweeping up the leaves on the ground and making new piles here and there. I just kept watching. The next day I got up and took a big, deep and long sigh .. and headed towards the living room. I plopped in the DVD Yoga and there it started. The Calm. The next day got better, and the next day from that even more so. The sadness uplifted and I was able to find ME again. When you breathe thru Yoga, you allow the mind not to be still, but to go where it goes. You also allow the breath to go where it goes thru your body. And all the while, as you stretch and bend, lunge and reach, balance and move, you breathe. You breathe with a calm and a steady knowing. So as my breath takes me further in my Yoga, so did this love take me further in my living. I smile in my heart knowing that "living in the Now" is where TRUE HAPPINESS rests. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wish on everyone - this experience.

28.2.06 16:21

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